Sering disebut, "cubit peha kanan, peha kiri terasa"... Semakin beranjak dari usia remaja kepada usia yang lebih matang, hidup semestinya dihidangkan dengan pelbagai "juadah"...Kita merasa samada pahit, manis sesuatu "juadah" itu..
Mood aku agak jatuh sedikit tika ini. Allah telah mengaturkan sesuatu perkara dengan sebab-sebab yang hambaNya sendiri tidak ketahui. Dan aku berharap agar aku tidak mengeluh untuk tiap dugaan yang diberi. Back kepada words yang aku sebut diatas, aku tak berjaya menahan sebak yang aku simpan sekian lama. Melihat riak wajah rakan-rakan yang gembira, tapi hakikatnya aku yakin di hati mereka bergolak suatu perasaan yang sedih sama seperti yang ku rasakan.
I have never found such a good friends where all of us keep on caring each other even though we are in a big group. I might be thinking that this is my FAMILY.. another family that i'll miss soon. We are just close each other, never feel hard to story the problem. I love this family.
Last night, i just can't stop my tears from falling and it was unpredictable that i've cry because of guy. He is not the special one, he is just a friend of mine. But then, he also my family. He was too kind as he always keep smiling whatever happen to him and never shows his anger in front of us. I'm not the one who had cries for him. There is another friends who felt the same just like me.
I know it was hard for you to accept all this things
But i do believe that He knows best
And i do believe that He will not give harder things which you cannot face it
And i do believe He know that you can bear with all problems that you had faced
I love you so much
Not only me, but WE love you so much
We will pray for your happiness