May 25, 2012

Macam-macam jadi..

Halo halo. 

Kene mula gotong royong ni. Penuh sawang lelabah pepijat dan nyenyamuk yg sekutu dengannya. Macam la bizi kan.. padahallll... eh,bizi betol taw. 

Aku mula kurang rajen nak tulis kat sini since aku gantikan guru bersalin. Tak lame pon, ni dah hari last dah ni. Kemain budak2 ni kuar ayat sedih.."ala...nape kejap aje.."sudahla..

Kebetulan hari aku menggantikan guru bersalin ni, aku dapatla merasa kemeriahan Hari Guru dan kepenatan Hari Peperiksaan Pertengahan Tahun. Siyesly, takkan aku nak tinggal gitu je. Kang ade sok sek kata aku ni pemalas kan. Buat jugak yang mane sempat. 

Seronok bile tengok anak2 ni buat ape yang kite ajar dan die tak lupe bende tu. Kompem aku rindu diorang. Ni pon duk tersebut2 nama aak2 murid ni. Ade yang seorang ni nama die A'bid Huzaifah. Alahai..kicik punya anak ye. Agak slow sikit.. Tapi tak tahu kenapa aku selalu tersebut nama dia. 

Dalam masa aku mengajar, aku masih lagi teros mencari kerja dengan sungguhnya. Usaha kene ada. Barula kaw boleh tawakkal kan. Harap nak dapat tanpa usaha pastu redha je, mane nak dapatnye. Tak Hadonye. 

Ada ekspo kerjaya kat UKM, aku pergi jugak. Puas hati pergi sebab explanation memang mantap. Then, at least die buat betol2 interview. Selalu aku pergi, kate ade interview tapi HARAM takde. Dari UKM, straight ke Putrajaya. Interview kat sana kul 3. Tok Wan tolong hantar. Aku dah kate tolong tunjuk jalan je, tapi die nak hantar jugak. Sayang Tok Wan. huhu

Selepas satu interview, alhamdulillah aku dapat panggilan interview ke IQM kat seksyen 23 Shah Alam. Kali ni aku cuba sediakan diri dengan makllumat segala .Kire cam aku dah study la kan. 

Feedback dari interviewer was just the same macam Panasonic hari tu. Tersangat positif. Ni jujur kate ye. Aku takde niat lain. Memang positif tindak balas masing2 . Makanya, apabila aku dikecewakan oleh Panasonic, aku cuba jadi matang bilamana aku tak harap sangat pada hasil IQM nanti. Redha je.

30May ni aku interview kat Toshiba pulak. Need to prepare for the best. Apa pun, aku kene buat yang terbaik. Dapat atau tidak, itu belakang cerita. Yang penting kene usaha. Mana ade jalan, aku cuba je. 

Aku ingat aku ni tak layak dah nak dapat interview pape sebab awal2 dulu, Tok Wan dapat banyak.. Tapi bukan aku la kan. Duduk jela kat rumah apply mane patot. Motip nak kate kat sini, janganla berputus asa . 

TRY OUR BEST!!!

Takde gambo aku nak letak since memang tak hado amik ape2 gambo. Nak bace, bace. Tak nak bace, korang kene bace jugak. Kasi lempang sikit muka aku ni. haha. gurau... 

K, nity nite all... luv ya

May 8, 2012

tiada tajuk untuk entry ini

Kepala tidak mahu berfungsi seperti biasa, 
Kala akal memikirkan terlalu banyak perkara. 
Baru di duga sebegini, rasanya sudah kurang kekuatan yang ada. 
Ku sangka ku punya semangat yang tinggi untuk ku teruskan perjalanan ini
Tapi hampa..



Sejak beberapa hari ini, mood aku on off. Kepenatan mungkin.. 
Pantang orang keliling tersilap kata, mula naik marah
Sesungguhnya sedih hati ni kalau perasaan marah tu timbul
Tapi diri ku juga bukanlah kuat untuk menahan dari merasa marah

Lemahnya aku

May 7, 2012

Ibu, You are the number one for me ..always




i was a foolish little child
crazy things i used to do
and all the pain i put you through
mama now i'm here for you

for all the times i made you cry
the days i told you lies
now it's time for you to rise
for all the things you sacrificed

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day

and now i finally understand
your famous line
about the day i'd face in time
'cause now i've got a child of mine

and even though i was so bad
i've learned so much from you
now i'm trying to do it too
love my kid the way you do

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day

you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
oh, oh, number one for me

you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
oh, oh, number one for me

there's no one in this world that can take your place
oh, i'm sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
i will use every chance i get
to make you smile, whenever i'm around you
now i will try to love you like you love me
only god knows how much you mean to me

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day

mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day

the number one for me
the number one for me
the number one for me
oh, oh, number one for me



if dengar lagu ni, rasa sebak ade, rasa rindu pada zaman kanak2 pon ada.. Bezanya aku belom ada anak lagi but 1 day, i will grant all your wish Ibu.. Kesedihan dan kegembiraan antara kita takkan pernah akak lupakan. Love you Ibu.

May 4, 2012

Nak jadi Tukang Kebun yang berjaya

Pagi tadi dengan seronoknya ibu bangunkan aku awal dari biasa, jangan tanya pukul berapa. haha. Dasar betol kan aku ni. Ibu cakap dia teringin sangat nak tanam pokok. Makanya, teros pergi belakang rumah.  Beria mencari peralatan nak guna kan. BERIA kaw tahu. 


Jumpa cangkul, sekop ( aku tak tahu nama betol die ape). dan penyapu. Aku ni jarang la buat cucuk tanam pakai cangkul kan. Sungguh2 aku gunakan cangkul untuk ambil tanah. Lepas dpt tanah yang secukupnya, kami pon masukkan dalam pasu dan slowly tanam pokok2. Sambil2 tu, baca selawat dan berdialog dengan pokok.


Aku : Ni aku dah tanam kau cantik-cantik dalam pasu, bagi minum, bagi cahaya, nanti kau tumbuh besar-besar ye. Bagi aku tengok hasil nya. Boleh kan? 

Ibu : Diam sambil bersihkan rumput-rumput

Aku : Bu, boleh kan kita cakap kat pokok macam tu?

Ibu : Entah..(sambil tu dia dah gelak dulu)


Dapat la 3 pokok yang kami tanam. Disebabkan mood rajen dah sampai, suka suki la pulak nak cabut semua rumput yang ada. Aku ni memang ori orang kampung, maen tanah perkara biase. padahal takut cacing sebenonye. 

Biarkan. Sedang ibu hayun cangkul tetibe kuar air melimpah2.. 

Ibu : Alamak, ibu terpecahkan batang paip kak!!!! Call ayah kak cepat!!!


Aku cepat2 cari phone dan call ayah. Aleh2 ayah ade kat depan rumah je pon. Hampeh. Buang kredit aku . huhu


Nasib baek ayah tak marah wooo... Petang ni ayah pasang kan batang paip yang baru.. hehe. Seronoknya hari ni. Sebab dapat tanam pokok. Eh, gedik pulak kaw kan . Ahad ni dah plan nak tanam pokok lain plak. Suke! Suke! 


Kiranya tak adela aku buang masa kat rumah sementara cari keje kan? AKU TOLONG IBU KEMAS RUMAH DAN TANAM POKOK KAT RUMAH KOWT.. Eh, nak CAPSLOCK ngapenye.. Haha. Just nak kasi tahu pada orang yang asik cakap " Eh, tak keje lagi?".. cakap macam aku ni bodoh sampai tak dapat kerja pulak. ITU NAMANYA REZEKI YE PEAH, SENAH!!!! emo kau.. haha... 


Aku tak nak tanam anggur, tapi nak jadi tukang kebun yang berjaya.. 
Semoga pokok - pokok yang aku tanam ni boleh doakan keselamatan aku diakhirat kelak. Amin.

May 3, 2012

Baru ku tahu kat PETRONAS CYBERJAYA pon bayar parking

Ni kes petang tadi. Mungkin dah aku ni takde rezeki kan. Aku parking tepi kawasan PETRONAS di CYBERJAYA. Dan aku habis briefing di MIGHT jam 2 macam tu. Aleh2, nak balik....DENG!!!! Nampak macam kertas bayar bil letrik je kan..Aku dah macam nk datang segala aura panas .. 


Sekali kaw, kene saman.. Dengan pantas aku check parking aku dan betul la ni dalam kawasan parking. Salah apa lagi? Sekali dia saman sebab tak bayar parking..Tempat ape ni.. Penat aku meninggikan leher yang sememangnya tak berapa nak panjang la .. Mane ade mesin bayar parking!!!


Ni FIRST TIME aku masuk CYBERJAYA... Tak aku sangka kene saman sebab bende ni. Speechless. Balik dalam keadaan penat dan runsing. Duit keluar lagi padahal aku bersusah payah nak cari keje. Dugaan buat aku. 


Where to go??

Hamek kaw..BESAR PUNYE!!!!




Yesterday, I only know that I need to attend an examination for PTD. People who know about it, for sure you know how the preparation will be.. For those who did not know what is PTD, google sendirik ya. Hehe..Kidding. It is Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik. 

I had applied for a month from april and now I need to do a preparation for the examination. It was basically about history of goverment and dasar2 and etc. So many thing to read. 

And today , I went to the briefing of Advanced Green Composite. It was a training prepared by the government in special organization called MIGHT. This training program was kind of interesting as I will get to learn on how the real technology being used in the company.

But now, it seems like I am getting confuse in order to focus on many things. Tomorrow I need to teach student of SPM . Tuition for them, but its ok because it is a job that i like most..."Teaching"... 

Hope later I will know where to go.. But how? hurm..Thanks for your time to read this blog. Eh, ade ke orang bace. Tak malu..Lempang laju-laju. 

May 2, 2012

Full of Love

Hai semua, 

I am now still in the mood of wedding ceremony. I was invited to come to wedding ceremony of Khai's sister. Located at Dewan Perdana Felda, KL. Stay from 1 to 4 pm but on that day, I do really wanna take a picture with the bride. Before this, it was very hard to snap a picture due to time constraint and etc.

I was very happy as my first thing that I saw was a guy with a black Baju Melayu. They were just a committee for the event but still it feels like you are in Zaman Kesultanan Melayu. hehe. Next, while waiting for the brides to come, I do not know how to explain the feels that felt on me during that day. Majlis kawen,biasela..feeling lebih...

 I really touched in every moment including while brides come from the main door, the song that had been played and the most important thing was while her father give a speech. Their story was like oh my goodness.. It was not an easy to get a baby while study . Am I right. Her mother was pregnant during her studies in America. She ( Khai's sis) was born there. It was a long story. Sedih taw dengar ayah dia berucap.

Without further a due, lets see a picture that was taken on that day. Credited to our camerawoman, Tengku Nur Amni.

apam polkadit was in there..^^


Khai and her younger sista


Selamat Pengantin Baru Dr Sakina.. 


ok.. done.. wish for my turn plak. InsyaAllah another 2 years. 
As he said, 
"ikutkan nak masuk meminang tahun 2012, tapi macam belum ade rezeki jadi tunda ke 2013, tapi kalau belom cukup rezeki jugak, tahun 2014 kowt"..

As a conclusion, kita manusia biasa hanya mampu merancang dan berusaha..